rapturousregret17

Well, once again, it is the end of the school year.
A year, for me at least, moving, turmoil, adjusting, insecurity, friendship, and crushes...
A period of good writing and bad writing, and an increase in photography!
Maturing and growing up and learning...and all that jazz.
If I didn't look back...I would have nothing to arm myself with, nothing to support myself...everyone says to live in the present, but there are many times in which we should live in the past.
I don't regret anything I have done this year. Nothing, which is strange. I usually have some regrets, especially dealing with school. I don't regret anything...that is weird, sorry for repeating
...I just want to send a huge out to all my friends...
thanks for all the support!

GOLLYGEEWHIZ.
what is it with guys and being so...!
maybe i should elaborate??
like, i think he called my name...but i wasn't sure so i didn't turn around...and then he looked in my classroom (as he was walking down the hall, not like poked his head in or anything) and then raised his eyebrows sort of like "are you coming or not?"
let me add something...I'VE TALKED TO HIM A TOTAL OF TWICE.
so...this is odd.
maybe it's just me!

So these things are supposed to be important, right?
For everyone who actually tries and is honest???
well, please DO explain to me how people get in who DON'T do their own work, LIED about their service requirments, and tend to think these things are LAME?
...i'm just sort of curious.

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...i feel so awful and guilty right now...my mom said lots of mean things...which some were partly, or had bases, in truth...which made them hurt really, really, bad.
...and i couldn't cry because she didn't understand why i was crying...
i am so tired... and i just want a hug.


regret